Tyler was up a LOT last night! I am so tired today but I am still going to pull through and make it through the day. Lots of things like cleaning, laundry, dishes, cooking, playing with baby, ect. just cant wait till tomorrow. On the plus side I was up early enough to go to the gym.
While I was up with my baby last night I decided I needed to "get my sexy back", this I thought was better then saying I need to get my big booty in gear.
So this morning I started out on my sexy journey. I'm afraid this sleepless sexy journey is going to be hard, but worth it in the end. I used to enjoy working out so much. I still enjoy it but I hate to leave my baby and sometimes feel a nap might be more useful. I guess I have to just perk myself up and go to the gym 6, YES 6, days a week. This will be a challenge because I have to have a babysitter for Ty. Drew and I do gym switch. I go he watches the baby and he goes I watch the baby. Sometimes we get lucky and my mom comes out and watches the baby so we can go together. Thanks mom :)
So with my mind and body ready to go I have to keep something in mind as incentive. Drew and I have decided to hold off on trying for our second child till we are at our goals. Now we have incentive because we would like starting to try in about a year or so.
I have decided to make a commitment to our trainer and perhaps include a few more sessions with her in our quest. We have also decided to look into taking dance lessons (Thank you DWTS!) .
Perhaps tonight I will stay up to think of ways to love myself more because I know once I accept myself I can change for the better.
I sure hope this works.........
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